Forget people

Lord, if you intend me to have support you bring the people, because I'm done opening up to anyone. I just got backhand slapped by an ex friend. No one FUCKING wants to help. I'm so sick of this place. I'm sick of alot. But I know this is all to build strength. This is all to show me how to rely on you. Honestly I don't care if anyone ever looks at me again. *SIGH*

Why do I bother?