Tuesday, January 3, 2012

sobriety? the futile chase

Suddenly I feel different about sobriety. It might be the night air, it might be the pain I am in emotionally and physically. I feel like if I continue to indulge my every whim I will destroy myself. I think it might be time to develop more self control.....
I'm not giving up anything. I hate sobriety with a passion and have no desire for that as a life long chase. I desire to fast from the things I overdo, and come back refreshed to experience them with the joy they once brought my life. That's making adjustments. More to follow on specific plans.

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