I had thought I was over anxiety in that I function without anxiety meds. Lately though I've been noticing that I'm really easy to set off. It isn't that I sit around hating people. Honestly I'm doing my best to just let things go. Yet when I'm sick like this... it seems like I'm angry all the time.
Maybe anger isn't what I think it is. I had thought that if I didn't blame anyone for what bothers me... I wouldn't be angry. That isn't true though. Even though I know that others aren't to blame, at least not in a productive way, I'm not satisfied. I don't know how I'm supposed to be satisfied with this. Honestly, being satisfied with the crap in my life would feel sicker than being pissed.
Maybe anger isn't what I think it is. I had thought that if I didn't blame anyone for what bothers me... I wouldn't be angry. That isn't true though. Even though I know that others aren't to blame, at least not in a productive way, I'm not satisfied. I don't know how I'm supposed to be satisfied with this. Honestly, being satisfied with the crap in my life would feel sicker than being pissed.
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