I'm talking about soul tired.... somewhere in this universe a God who loves me exists... every now and then it would be awfully nice for him to take more of an interest in me... my needs... my life.... honestly if he doesn't want to bother with me it would be a more efficient use of both our times if he'd let me die.... but that's his job. Mine is to do my job. Some days that isn't enough. I'm not.... I don't know; I lack some essential element. If God is doing his job, and everyone else is doing their job... the blame has to fall on someone. It must be me. I must be missing a key element. God help me.(both as a 3 word totally adequate prayer and a statement.)
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