Humbled

I hope I have effectively communicated how humbled I feel at present. My situation is at constant odds with me, trying to crush me, yet I carry on. The world tries to stomp me out, yet here I am. I found some books that Lindsay and I did together, a scrapbook and a premarital workbook. I felt convicted to contact Mark Young and apologize. I did, and it was gut wrenching. I don't know that anything will come of it, but he told me not to marry the woman, and I didn't listen. I'm older, hopefully wiser now. I'm going to contact my old friend Shelby as well.